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Post by Christian on Sept 20, 2006 16:40:41 GMT -5
"It's stuff like that though, that makes me rethink relationships of all kinds. Not like I'm self-absorbed or anything about it," Shrapnel said, looking absent-mindedly out the window, "It's just akward when a girl screams out another guys name in bed with you."
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Post by Health on Sept 20, 2006 16:43:18 GMT -5
"At least it wasn't when you two were having sex. Or even worst like that one time we were doing it and I yelled out 'Oh Conan, you Barbarian!," Iada said and chuckled a little, 'Some good times," she then added.
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Post by Christian on Sept 20, 2006 16:44:21 GMT -5
"That wasn't 'good times," Shrapnel winced, "That was just out and out creepy."
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Post by Health on Sept 20, 2006 16:47:04 GMT -5
"Maybe for you, but the fantasy of you in a short loin cloth wasn't," Iada said with a smirked before turning and wrapping her arms around Shrapnel, 'You still don't want to live out some of those good, though occasionally creepy and odd times?" she asked him, resisting the tempation to nibble on his earlobe.
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Post by Christian on Sept 20, 2006 16:49:33 GMT -5
Shrapnel's voice became low and alone, "Like I said, I'm rethinking relationships of all kinds. Honestly, I care about you and Ellen, but being torn between both of you isn't a place I want to put myself in."
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Post by Health on Sept 20, 2006 16:51:50 GMT -5
"Come on Sean," Iada said and actually let herself nibble on his earlobe, "I'm tired of being without you. I want to start over with you again and try to do this thing called love right."
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Post by Christian on Sept 20, 2006 16:53:18 GMT -5
Shrapnel moved away from her, "I told you, I don't want to be put into this situation," he said, then winced, "You never call me Sean, what gives?"
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Post by Health on Sept 20, 2006 16:54:37 GMT -5
Iada let out a sigh, "I said I wanted to start over with you, so I reckoned that was finally calling you by your first name," she said crossing her arms and legs and giving Shrapnel a pouty sad face.
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Post by Christian on Sept 20, 2006 16:56:11 GMT -5
Shrapnel swallowed and looked to the floor, "Listen, if I'm that important to you, just let me be for now. Let me try to figure out what I want, what ever that is." He looked her in her eyes and half-smiled, "Please?"
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Post by Health on Sept 20, 2006 16:57:31 GMT -5
Iada sighed again, "I guess that's alright, I've just never been that patience, at least Catherine got your patience and intelligence, and she got my kick ass body," she said before getting off the bed and porting out of the room.
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Post by Christian on Sept 20, 2006 18:45:59 GMT -5
"Shit," Shrapnel smirked, "I used to be a hired hitman, I had to have patience or else I sucked at my job..." He sat back down on the bed and watched out the window as birds flew by, debating which side of the fence he sat on.
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Post by Health on Sept 20, 2006 18:48:11 GMT -5
God, she missed him. Ellen admited to herself that she still missed Cole, his smell, his temper, sense of humor, the way he'd wake her up with a few sweet kisses. Ellen felt like crying, she missed him so much, even if she was trying to move on.
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Post by Christian on Sept 20, 2006 18:51:42 GMT -5
Move on, you'll be fine, a feint voice on the wind said, then was gone.
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Post by Health on Sept 20, 2006 18:54:05 GMT -5
Ellen managed to smirk and chuckle, "Always the one for advice, even when your dead," she murmuredto the wind and also to herself. But Ellen got to her feet and left her room walking over to Shrapnel's room and opened the door and walked inside, "Hey," she told Shrapnel and crawled onto the bed and wrapped her arms around him.
"Listen, I'm sorry if I act fucked up sometimes," she added and sighed.
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Post by Christian on Sept 20, 2006 18:56:05 GMT -5
Shrapnel nodded it off, "No worries, what fun would anyone be if they weren't fucked up?"
He turned about to face her, "Listen, I know Cole meant alot to you, and to that end, I regret what happened with him and I. But, to be honest, I feel as lost as you do about everything going on right now."
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Post by Health on Sept 20, 2006 18:58:32 GMT -5
"So we're both lost and fucked," Ellen sighed and buried her face in Shrapnel's chest, "Well at least we're somewhat togther, have some friends, and an enemy to kick some booty."
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Post by Christian on Sept 20, 2006 19:00:23 GMT -5
"True, but the point remains," Shrapnel said, releasing his hold on her, "I told Iada I would think about where my heart lies between the two of you. So until I do, I don't know what we can make of you and I."
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Post by Health on Sept 20, 2006 19:02:42 GMT -5
Ellen was glad her face was buried in Shrapnel's chest, she felt tears prickling in her eyes and she bit her lip to keep it from trembling, "Yeah I understand," she said pulling away and turning and walking to the door.
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Post by Christian on Sept 20, 2006 21:53:14 GMT -5
Shrapnel put a hand on her shoulder to keep her from moving too far, "You're crying," he noted, "Why? It's not like I'm telling you 'no'. I'm just saying, let me have some time to get my thoughts straightened out."
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Post by Health on Sept 20, 2006 21:55:19 GMT -5
"Because," Ellen said and sighed, 'You love Iada, not me, I'm just Ellen, born to live a life of ill luck. Once you get your thoughts straight you'll go back to your family. You know it's true, I know it's true and that's why I'm crying a little. Damnit I'm no good at this whole emotions thing."
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